A New Kinda Happy

So, here I am…

Sitting at my desk, sippin’ on a hot cup of coffee, listening to Zero by ID and working on a collab for Mental Health Awareness month…

Writing about this incredible journey…figuratively driving down memory lane, revisiting the old stomping grounds of my childhood and adulthood (thus far)…

It’s crazy how all of these memories hit fresh…to, in a sense, mentally relive the ups and downs…to recapture the luminosity and stand on the sidelines of the darkness…to rewatch these high and low moments play out…

It’s absolutely crazy…I mean, how am I still here on this planet…how am I still breathing…and as always, the never-ending glowing question, Why am I still here…

To reread the words on this laptop screen, How and Why swim around my mind. I’m pretty sure only this full moon knows the answers, it’s craters are staying hushed…

Weird, to witness how this journey started with untainted happiness, then lost every ounce of it, to only rebuild a new kinda happiness in the end…

Life is beautifully strange and I’m here for it ☺

“Hello, hello…let me tell you what it’s like to a Zero, zero…let me show you what it’s like to never feel like I’m good enough for anything that’s real…I’m lookin’ for a way out…” -Imagine Dragons

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