Where the Ocean kisses the Sand ğŸŒŠ

Years ago I told you not to wait for me, I wanted you to move on should happiness find you…

My mind was in a focused state of needing nothing more than to protect you. My mind was convinced that you didn’t deserve to be with a broken human who’s been through major storms and has a 1,000 scars to show for it…

This stubborn streak is tiny yet frozen, I never wanted you to imagine me ever being or becoming a burden…

This disorder, this curse, it is all my own. Protect you just as I do my family, my friends, is my main mission. Always has been, always will be…

I shut my heart up, needing it’s beats to silence. But, every time I tried to unplugged it, it plugged itself back into the speaker…

The dreams faded, but never stopped…

The feelings calmed, but always spun in the background…

One night a conversation with my Dad left my mind in a tailspin…

He told me that I have a big heart, my kindness endless. “You’ve got a love in you kid. Don’t be afraid to share it.”…

I’m sick of the emptiness, I’m exhausted from filling my heart with pain…it’s all overrated…

So, please tell me that it’s not too late…

Tell me that a chance for a jump moment still exists…

“Hold on my dear, I’m coming home…” -Falling in Reverse

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