Born Addict ☠

They tell me that I should take meds, that this pill and that pill will help me to place my anxiety and OCD in check…

They tell me that this medication will help heal the EB, no studies prove this fact and the side effects may cause seizures, but you are the so called professional…

They tell me that I should swallow these pills nightly to ensure the recommended amount of sleep, to subdue the insomnia and who knows maybe the dreams will be snuffed out as well…

So, take these pills..go ahead, they’ll make you “normal”.

Thanks, but no thanks…

See, I have found alternatives to being doped up 24/7..

Caffeine, proven to aid in calming panic attacks when anxiety sneaks in. A stimulant that opens airways for proper oxygen flow…

Caffeine, proven to aid in keeping a calm balance in the brain, allowing the stream of concentration to remain steady…

Caffeine, proven to have a reversed effect on certain brains to which a relaxed soothing calmness is put into play rather than an energized sprint…

See, I am known as a Born Addict. My brain is wired differently, it needs to be attached to a least one addiction in order to properly function in life…

I don’t dip into drugs, prescribed or otherwise…I don’t dabble into alcohol…

I don’t like swallowing pills…I don’t like the taste of alcohol…

Deep down, I don’t trust myself with either one…

Coffee..Writing..Music..Sand & Ocean..Family..Friends…

Those are my pills, my therapy sessions…

It’s true, I shouldn’t even be here, still living on this planet. However, I am, so I must be doing something right.

Yeah, if you made a list of people that you trusted
Would you put your name down?
Do you know who you are?
When you look at life and you talk about yours, do you feel proud?… -NF

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