Game Over

Love…

Love is opening up your mind, exposing your insecurities and fears and trusting that they won’t be used against you…

Love is handing over your heart and trusting that they won’t destroy it…

With all that said…

I am done…

I can’t do this anymore…

Not because I can’t. I can handle the total heartbreak package. I can continue to rebuild my torn heart and heal a wounded mind. I have a high tolerance for rollercoaster pain…

But, you see, the thing is…I can’t keep doing this to myself because I can’t destroy myself, again…

So as these flames build in this bonfire pit, I begin to toss in every dream and hope that was once attached to a future love…

As the embers float high into the sky, defeated tears stream down my cheeks…

Invisible broken hearts are drawn, like connect-the-dot pictures created amongst my freckled arms…

No comfort is instilled from this hoodie or these tunes…No solace found embedded in these sands or ocean…The sense of home has skipped town tonight…

The moon holds a different message…

I never wanted to give up, a part of me still wants to hold on, but I think it’s time to stop dreaming and start realizing.

“Yeah, people know me, but they don’t know me well…” -NF

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