Just for tonight…
Pause every emotion so that I don’t have to feel..
Temporarily freeze every thought in its place so that my mind won’t spin..
Evaporate any sign of streaming tears so that these hazels don’t turn a shade of broken red..
Pour cement down every seven foot grave so my past can’t try to dig itself up..
Turn up these blue tunes to a numbing decibel so that their lyrical morphine can soothe these beautiful warrior scars..
Breathe deep..the lavender air is calming..
Just for tonight allow me to feel like perpetual ice…
Just for tonight.
“And it’s our time now if you want to to be
More the war like the carnival bears set free
And your love is anemic and I can’t believe
That you couldn’t see it coming from me..” -Fall Out Boy