Love Tap?…Nope

41… this number represents the amount of hours that I have been awake. 2 hours ago I entered into the zombie zone that has placed my body into a weird auto pilot system.

Why are my eyes cemented open?…

Maybe it’s because these manuscript ideas are racing …

Maybe it’s because these songs keep playing on repeat…

Maybe it’s because these plans need to be scheduled…

Maybe it’s because of the cooler weather…

Maybe it’s because I’m a born night owl…

Maybe it’s because I am engulfed in these specific lyrics pertaining to these Neon Gravestones…

Maybe it’s because my attention is captured by this beautiful 2am sky…

Maybe it’s because of this Venom seeping into my veins…

Maybe it’s because my birthday is in 3ish weeks…

Maybe it’s because I’m excited for the holidays…

Maybe it’s because I’m hungry…

Maybe it’s because my mind keeps resuscitating these certain thought that I keep drowning…

Or, maybe, just maybe it’s all of the above and more…

Honestly….I don’t want to dream, so I can’t fall asleep.

The brain of an Insomniac…gotta love it.

The softest echo could be enough for me to make it through… -Twenty One Pilots

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